Monday, January 12, 2015

My explanation about my life so far: I have been gone through not only procrastination, but also depression (I have to say this)

In the past several months since June 2014, I have written several documents throughout the remainder of the year. Some of which were written over, exactly, or almost thirty pages. Others went below that or lasted a few pages. Only one of which is larger, much, much larger. And that one went over two hundred pages (almost two hundred pages when you decrease the font size), the first time I went into that territory.

That is "The Carmine Case", an e-novel about a mystery around a sports trophy stolen and the mis-accusation around it due to a pretty much history of racism and sexism. Actually that last few words awarded to a duo of characters that I create, Danny and Felix, who mostly creates firestorms at school and outside of school.

Unfortunately, I lost time and energy on that e-novel as I gone through depression a few times (now I'm really saying this) and procrastination several times. And I'm still going through like every week. I can't write a lot. I can't focus a lot. (And now I'm about to lose my interest - and patience - again on another blog, which is this one you're reading) I wish I'm in a peace and quiet (and alone) environment. But no, I don't have that available.

And since the unfinished version is released on a website know more for a subscription for books to read than a document-sharing site, I started writing a few other documents that are really potential to grow in pages (such as a mystery novel or "How To Find The Right Best Friend"), but depression, schedule conflicts (I'm in college; also I got dragged into other things like trips and chores) and procrastination gets in the way.

And to be honest with you, I don't have a car...yet. I tried to stay focus on watching driver's videos online, but.... Okay I will seriously focus on watching them from now on as of this writing.

Okay, now that I already explains some things, I'm currently working a new e-novel. I don't know what it is, I don't know what genre it'll be, I don't know what it's about. I don't even write an outline (because sometimes I wrote outlines that I plan to write stories from, but most of the time stories are either ended up different from the outline or not emerged at all). But since it's about creatively to me and I want to write a very different teenage boy story - something not only I want to write but also really want to watch as well - I would have to find it when I'm writing.

And also, not only that, but I would also go into the 'over two hundred pages' territory again and even over three hundred pages. In addition, I would like to publish through Kindle by April or May (that next novel, originally slated for March, was actually "How To Find The Right Best Friend", which is, as of now, in development hell...just like the rest of my stories through my history of writing since 2008) . I would love to explore other genres and write a lot of documents just like my new year's resolution was going to be. But as of right now, I'm currently writing one document - and one document only - for now. because there's going to be another bumpy ride for me.

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